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Twenty - Ten



wish all happy nw yr.
on my personal plane, 09 has been an uneventful yr, wif nothin xtraordinary goin on.
nothin!

hopefully 2010 wl b a good year for me n you. :)
may god bless me.


Huh!

result btul ta best.
PNM jatuh!
xpe la. :(
yg penting ta repeat.
:|

** Bongok

she deleted me off her list!
how could she did this to me?
jz bcoz, i didn't do wht u want;
grr~~
sokay. starting wif today;
wif the name of god;
im not the one tht u cn cl me "someone" in ur life.
there's nothin.
stopped.
leave ur life wif ur fuckin face; faker;
ok?

p/s : That really sucks!;
I dont gv a damn

2010

2010 yg menakutkan.
huh~
dgn result yg xkua lagy;
mmg btul2 wat pewot aku sebu jea.
wuu~~



n aku tawu.
mcm2 ley berlaku nty.
may god bless me.

what a tired day!

3 days without my lappy switch on!
:|

Kecil Dulu


I open my pictures folder; my eyes stuck to some kind of picts; (lama punya), viewed and smile; and i started to think about; a baby learning to walk while her parent support her wif “tatih~, tatih~”; Owh, how beautiful it is~; if i got chance; yeah; i wanna be a baby again. Hee~~ (but not a baby to a guy that don’t knoe how to appreciate eah); sometime i always think why am i supposed to be born in this world, being the eldest child, with a lot of commitments. (yeah a lot; i can feel it); i know,i need to thank to my parent. Even, i’ve scolded by her just now; grr~~ thank ea mak; if u think you’re so lucky to have me; please; show that; more than that; i want some more; and i promise to give you back soon. Because i really2 dont know whether am i a person, a daughter, a girl and yet a woman that a really good, valuable in the world? Nobodys perfect ann mak? Im a lazy, terrible girl and daughter can you see, but could you see if im the one that could help you soon? Im sorry for all; give me a chance; not a chance but more chance till i can be as perfect as the other daughter can be to their parent yeah? Im good at nothing, but i learn to know something; sorry to say; i really hate your statement; “mengabiskan duit orang”; mak; if i can do something without a cent of your money; i will mak; i will; i dont want to owe you. Seriously. IF I CAN. But i know i cant; i need your help; the one that has so many experienced about life and so on; and ayah; you’re the one that i really2 tabik; cause i never hear any statement like mak said heh; you deserve to say that; i love emak and ayah so much. I love you all. owh. Kenapalah emo sgt; enough. I miss all this moment; the moment which //me is very cute heh~ :DD

chumil kan? :D

:))



da blue one is me; gomok; but now; it jz a dream; :D

Hari-2 Cuti




Gambar2 yg dirosakkan lagi.
Awak xmarahkan saya buat awak mcm ny?

dia dimana?

Mereka di bumi sejuk. (la sgt)

Opss~ mereka beruban suda.



Jahatnyer saya menghijaukan yang x sepatutnya.


Teka berapa biji limau dalam perot.



Oh saya menguap bersama hidung saya.


Hantu di pagi yang mulia.


Kenapa Saya Suka Awan?



sebab; awan tu bagi saya chumil sangat;
awan tu selalu wat saya sentiasa ade idea;
bagi saya awan segalanya;
awan yang biru menggembirakan saya;
ya; saya suka awan;
terima kasih sdra&kawan sebab bagi saya awan;
saya suka awan;
Seperti selalu mengikuti kemana pun saya pergi sambil melambaikan tangannya..
jika boleh saya jadi awan;
saya nak sekejap jadi awan;
dan saya pasti akan mememani orang2 yang saya cintai dari jauh
sambil tersenyum melambaikan tangan kt mereka..
heee~~


bt:gjh

armpit&kwn
kwn armpit; tp itu xpenting; awannya penting; :D


lastly; ini booduck; grr~~
_________________________________________________

credit to :
me
una's graduation folder
& armpit mmc

Cuti~~~~~~


Modus Operandi Waktu-2 Cuti Yang Bosan



Photoshop&gaming;:DD


wuu~~ bosan2; :P

SemBreak:)

final da abes;
:D
CUTICUTICUTI~~
sebulan jea;
SELAMAT BERCUTI SEMUA;

finally;

Xpyh la nk brsangke2 lg..aku p0wn bkn ade makne pape p0wn bg kau..aku kn slalu buat kau serab0t.!lupekn jela sume yg aku pnh ckp kat kau....anggp je yg aku nie xpnh wujud....u stl d0nt n0e wh0 am i....d0nt waste ur tyme 2 a pers0n named ""!

he did it.
he really mean it;
he got chance but he ignore it;

Owh~~ Please!



tulun-tulun!
please help me to find a key!
the key that gonna open up my mind to
STUDY!

tag : tieta & syue;

have you ever been asked out?
sumpah penah.

where is your default picture taken?
spp;

your current relationship status?
still

does your crush like you back?
erm; IDK; ye kot;

what is your current mood?
trying so hard to study; but busy gaming;

what color underwear are you wearing?
eh; (check jap);
red

what color bra are you wearing?
black;

if you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yes; i would go back;

do you still like your ex girlfriend/boyfriend?
ish~ ;

ever had a near death experience?
bolom;

ever had a 1 night stand?
hmm;

the song stuck in your head?
fighter-christina aguilera;
(rite now)

name someone with the same birthday as YOU?
Shania Twain :D

when was the last time you cried?
just now;

have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
once;twice;......penah la; ish~~

if you could have one super power what would it be?
bwatkan org sekeliling saya senang dan gembira biler adenyer saya
(yucks)

what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
tah

what's your biggest secret?
my secret

favorite color?
black.white.

ever lie to spare someones feelings?
penah2;

do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yes i do;

what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
xlapa lagy~

do you speak any other language?
bm; bi; tp teringin ckp banjar;
haha~~

what's your favorite smell?
apple blossom; :D
dunhill desire blue; ummaaxx!! <3

if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
plain (sometime)

when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
4got oready

ever been kissed in the rain?
xrase pape kot la;

what are you thinking about right now?
whts wrong wif him?

what should you be doing?
study;
i got 5 paper to sit next week;

who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
dia la;

how often do you pray?
i will always do this;

do you act differently around the person you like?
bwatsusahjeananti

what is your natural hair color?
dark&darkbrown;

who was the last person to make you cry?
him;

tagged :
the ones who gonna make me smile today; tomorow and so on;


huh~

ponat jo den ko koleh dok ngtkan ado bogi tip2 pekso sgt;
eh2; btul ke loghat nyh~~ grr; sek bek kelas SAD xde, if x da na kene tggu; da la ase nk hibernate jea ase. huh~~
then; biler da smpai umh; mate ny xnk lak tido; cungkil gak kunk; so; //me tuka layout bawu; saje; bowink ngn yg lame; ececeh~~ dush~~


Syoknyer!!


raya haji ny, ak tawu mkn, tido, on9, mkn, tido, on9, and tmpt bertapa ak adalah bilik; bilik; bilik; nk mkn bawu kuar bilik; haha~~ seronok rehatkn diri; xperlu pikir sal kelas; baju na g kelas; assignment nk kene anta; lect yg makin tahape2; so on la; huhu~~ boleyh tahan syok gak jadi aina safia; :D then; isnin ny; ak pasty pb hampir semua subject mesty kuar. n mcm biasa; aku mesty risawkan semua subjek. :) masalah? semua org ade prob memasing; n im very sure bout tht; ah, lantak la if sesaper pown na label aku ny jenis yg suke lari dary masalah; bkn na cary solution. bia. lantak. xyah nak bising aja ak. life ak; bia ak tentukan. any statement yang kua dari mulut ak, salahke? sekurang2nyer ak jujur na kuakan; xkn la ko nk ak hipokrit? ko mesty lagy penin kan? well; memang aku betul2 xpaham ngn perangai ak. + perangai ko sendiri pown lagy ak xphm. but its ok; ak ley handle. bkn sush pown; pekakkan telinga; butakan hati dan mata; mudah kan? ko yang sengaje susahkan sumer ny; cary masalah; buat ak marah~ hey; aku ny manusia; xkn selamernyer aku na ikot jea; besa cengkadak kaw! even ngan parent ak pown aku ade mrh2; tengking2; ade ape ngn kaw? salah ke sekali sekala aku nak puaskan haty aku; xpenah dgr kn aku tengking ko?; hambik; n ko ta penah tawu pown ak betul2 nyesal lepas incident tu jady. nyesal sgt; serba slh sebab aku tawu ak xpatut mcm tu; uppss~~ terlebih suda; ishh~~ owh, raya haji ny; best; cz aku dpt stay umh lame sikit; maen ngn anak sedara; pok2 dowg; buli2 dowg; kish2 dowg; sembang ngn dowg; lagy best beckp; berhibur ngn si pelat2 yg shumil nyh; every single word dowg; ley wat ak hepy; :-*











setiap kali;
seolah2 mcm nasihatkn aku dgn senyum;
"ka-kaq; hidup mesty diteruskn; :)ka-kaq kene kuat;"



SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA;

Bakat?

last nyte maybe; me membongokkan diri besama ayam peliharaan sape tah: :P
so; keluar mcm2 hasil; hebat jgk ayam tu (xyah perasan); :P
ngeehehe~~

ME


AYAM


ME + AYAM;




ME AGAIN


AYAM


so kesimpulannyer. hasil tgn me agy hebat ann? ann3? :P

Worst!

~~thxs for ol;
~~thxs a lot;

hati aku sakit; aku betul2 bebal skunk; oh aina! 'it' will work out!; kuat2!

Far above in that sky;
Is a small star of ....;
Star where life exists;
That star shines brighter then light.
Above the clouds there is a star;
A star that looks down on me;
but now;
it just a star.
a star that just a star. ☆
mis my star.

am i a careless person? or.. something else?

wuu~~
tgh kobek2 folder lappy nyh;
baru perasan contoh coding mini project algo xde!
waaa!! jyeah; igt blik; ade dlm pendrive; hilang suda; :(
nape la aku xteringat lgsung sal sumer ny;
sem ny, dua kali hilang pendrive. first; tyme clz JAVA. satu dongle ngn dua pendrive;
2nd; satu pendrive; okay la; pendrive jea ann; malang sikit jea; tp biler tyme mcm ny; bende tu important kot; nota2; grr~~
tension2. dgn mslh boyfie; everything sumer mcm na buat otak ak ny pecah!
ayah ade ckp; sumer yg jady ny; ade hikmahnyer; ape hikmahnyer? ak sikit pown xnpk.
yg ak npk; they're happy in their life; while me?; got nothin. itu belum lagy tgk carry mark ak. sampai ak cut my hair short; (too short for me;) jz because; penin.xthn.
boleyh dikatekan byk kali ak bising pale ak sakit; penin. &sekarang. ak btul2 serabut; blog ny; da byk kali private, public, private, public. n xde sape pown tawu; n even my BFF pown ta phm ape yg ngah ak pkirkan. grr~~ god; help me out of this; (
That's cynical enough for someone like me; will god help me?)


Kuat-Kan!


bz with assignment; mini project n so on!
final project proposal! ta anta2 lagy;
owh!! grr!!


Grr!


i admit. hidung i mmg ta cantek pong. :P
tp kdg2, biler kene usik ngn boyfie,
i still touching!
:DD
wuuuu~~
jaat!. waaa.... xnk kawan!
hehe. mish my super bangin' bf a lot;
tgk la nty.
:)

Meet Me Halfway

sgt.ketagih.! :DD




Black Eyed Peas - Meet Me Halfway

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galexies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you alway..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way
can you meet me half way
can you meet me half way
can you meet me half way
meet me half way, right at the borderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

**bold for him.

Hey....

hahaha!!
take a look @ u
so u think u're gud enough?
ahahaa~~
watch ur mouth and b careful what u do;
coz the very same damn thing can happen to you;
xesok; lusa; xlusa; tulat; am i rite?
jz wait n see f**t*
:P


Poster I've Done. :D

here; let me do some copy pasta from tht site.:D
while im looking around in www.
i've found this web.
its real cool; :D
u can:
  1. Mix graphics, photos, videos, music and text into slick Glogs. Glog yourself every day!
  2. Amaze your friends - send others links to your Glogs.
  3. Pimp your profile! - share your creations on Myspace, Facebook, Hi5, Friendster, Bebo or wherever you want...
  4. Find new friends by their style
  5. Have fun browsing Glogs, comment on other people's Glogs and get inspiration.
hah; :) tgk la; :))
chumil kan? :P (even x pown ckp juga ya; )

Raya ke-5


:D
sgt seronok!
:D
buah hati si pengarang novel jantung dan limpa datang... :D
si nona kesumbingku;
dgn makin membulatnya menjengui muke bg salam;
:D
chomel2; :PP
mish you darl; :P

(this entry should be the smallest one; cz... syok sendiri... :PP)

@#%Xx!*+

bodo. nyampah ak. najis!! belendir jea tekak ak! tgk muke ko; siyes! im sick and tired! belum lagy dgr ko ckp. ish~~ meluat la.. dah.. bwk2 la cermin..!!!! ko tu such a motherfucker bitch! u kno ur bitching; haha~~ igt ko bagus? family ko bagus? ko rase life ko da ckup hebat? salah ke ak nak lebih sikit?? sial!! please la;; please wipe off ur fuckin smile; raya2 ny; ak xske nk menyampah, menyumpah org lain; i dont like 2 hold a grudge actually; y u gotta judge everybody but not to judge urself? Yeah, may b im a loser; tp ak x sorg2 la weyh!! xsyok sendiri. dont disturb me!! ; i have my own life; ko pown ann? kita hidup sama2, tp masing2 punye hal; together but different. could you?

I did this Ques

Could You Be Violent?

Did you grow up in a violent household?
- No
How well can you control your temper?
- Well enough - im blow up on occasion
As a kid, were you a bully?
- Not at all
How are your drinking habits?
- Ei... bodo.
Have you ever broken something out of anger?
- Once or twice
Do you hold grudges for a long time?
- Yes. I always remember how someone has wronged to me
Do you often say things you regret when you're angry?
- Yes, I can be quite mean.

&.. the result is :

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

really? hahaha!! so; U better WATCH OUT!! :DD

Raya and The Last Day of Puasa

The Last Day of Puasa
Im thinkin' of....
  1. duit raya. omg! betuahnye law dpt saiz besa lagy!
  2. baju raya. boley la.. tgkp muat.. at the end of puasa. :(
  3. kuih raya. a lot. much better than last year. :) mak bwat. :)
  4. takbir raya. i will hear it on this Sunday. :)
  5. msg raya. i will receive a bunch of msg forwarded with the same word, ayat and so on la; dush!
  6. guests on raya. wow.. xsaba; waitin for my special one come. :)
  7. holiday for raya. damn. got a lot of work. seriously i hate that. seminggu jea pulak tu. :(
  8. lagu raya. owh. xminat. tataw nape. dam2 dum; bunyi mecun. :)
  9. hari raya? fikirkn mkn2. :D

btw; hepy raya day; :DDD





1 Thing I Really Missed Was...


jyeah.. mkntymeny.
Nikmat Allah is everywhere, even in da simplest thing;
So; what r da big nikmat Allah (but not da simplest one) that i really really missed...?
it equals to Mohammad Izham :)
mish u..

Loan, Bulan Makan, Raya dan JaluQLebaQ :D

aku fikir bulan ny bulan jimat. makan hanya sekali. cuma minum byk kali. tapi last time ak draw duit dekat ambank ari tu, tgk2 loan ak da ada bau-bau hangit gitu. jadi bab-bab fikir raya ny xse gah mane la dlm otak ak. :D virus shopping blum ade dlm otak ak. selalunya virus tu cepat jea merebak cz ak xpakai n-t virus dlm otak ak nyh. puasa da tggl dua mggu (excuse me if im wrong); :) puasa ak still penuh woo tyme entry ny ak raban. :DD hari jumaat lepas, aku ke greentown cary broadband. langkah kiri ke celcom; langkah kanan ke digi. tu la; sape suh tutup awl; dush3!! kul 4 tyme 2; kerana puasa tutup awl; mcm la puasa sgt; :D haty aku berat ke celcom; tp digi jgk akhirnya santap duit ak. sebabkan ayah da bising2. apela ayah ny. org lain pun puasa jgk;; adehh.. yang penting, arm syg ak. :DDDDDD




Thxs 4 Being Part of My Life Again


i really appreciate tht. i thx ALLAH bcz ure still mine. i thx ALLAH bcz ure be my shine. i thx ALLAH bcz you chose to be with me. I thx ALLAH bcz I luv u. I thx ALLAH bcz Im still in luv wif u. I thx ALLAH 4 ur laughter & ur smile. I thx ALLAH bcz uve brought me happiness. I thx ALLAH bcz u make me a whole human being. I thx ALLAH bcz u bring me back 2 my life. I thx ALLAH bcz u t8 time out 4 me. I thx ALLAH bcz u want 2 b with me. I thx ALLAH bcz u want 2 b loved by me. I thx ALLAH bcz I want 2 b loved by u. I thx ALLAH bcz I want 2 grow tua bangka wif u. & I thx ALLAH bcz you are you! :)) even sometimes it's hard 4 me 2 believe tht syg; i dont even care about it; theres no need to be like tht. i kno i need to be with u for all my life; try to be the most perfect person youve seen. try to be the someone tht u couldnt forget. :)






:D



Tua Sudah
August28.89
:))

Thxs to:
Arm Syg.
Abu.
Ayen.
Ain.
Niniey.
Tiniey.
Tasha.
Mak.
Tikah.
Syue.
Azila.
Acap.
Mulo.
Kak Usna.
Saza.
Mastura.
Amylea.
Yaya.
Azri.
Kak Mas.
Kak Nad.

Em said: happy belated birthday...
u know what, how much i love you.
like i eat ice cream and keropok lekor.
i know you are too old to understand.
just take it or leave it...
where are u in the world...

makasheh~~